Saat, ketika & detik itu

nice huh? the ring that change all in me

Salam~

Entri kali nie nak cete ape yang berlaku pada 9/3/2008 sehari selepas pilihanraya, kalau orang lain masih lagi sibok menunggu keputusan pilihanraya yang panas ketika tue, saya sibok menahan perasaan gementar sebab malamnyer tuh family Mr Lee datang merisik kat umah..
Persiapan pada hari tue bese-bese je sebab family saya pun baru balik dari kampung menziarah tok wan yang sakit, jadik tak sempat la nak masak sedap-sedap just simple je..

Family Mr Lee datang selepas Magrib, jadik dalam koi 8 lebey sampai la kat umah..Wah berdebak-debuk hati nie tuhan je la yang taw..Ikot hati nak dengar je ape yang depa bincang kat depan tapi kene marah lak..hua~hua~hua~hua~ kene dok kat dapor je..tugas di daput time tuh susun cawan pinggan mangkuk ape yang patut, disebabkan berdebar sangat cawan pun klentang~klentung bunyik jadiknyer..akibatnyer kene marah gak, anak dara buat keje tak cermat.. aduss!!kompius betoi time tuh..

Tetibe je dengar okeh settle sume setuju..ape yang depa setuju pun tak taw..mak datang bagi cincin..heee..ni part yang best, dapat cincin tapi saat cincin tue tersarung kat jari nie, satu perasaan asing timbul dalam hati, camne ek nak kabo perasaan tuh? ~ ibarat macam kiter nie dah terikat dan dah ader tanggungjawab tok jaga hati pelbagai pihak~ lebey kurang macam tu la..sepanjang minggu tu macam-macam perasaan ada dalam hati nie, macam-macam persoalan timbul dalam otak nie..dah bersedia ke nak bagi komitmen? dah bersedia ke tok berkongsi hidup dengan orang len? dah bersedia ke tok melangkah ke satu alam yang len? hurmm..macam-macam lagi la...but think back, we will not know wut in front untill we hit the point, am I rite?
So, just goes with the flow and face it will all your heart and strength...

Ok..go back to the story, dah selesai semua perbincangan, family Mr Lee pun beransur pulang, keputusannyer majlis pertunangan akan diadakan insyaAllah pada bulan mei 2008..Wah, I will get a tittle of Mr Lee fiance heee...One week later, I have a gentle talk with him about what I feel after the proposal..About all the question that cross my mind, about all the fear that I am facing..And it was a great conversation between us, he gave me the strength to face all this, gave me the reason why this happen, comfort me for all the evil question that has been filled up my mind for the whole weeks (syaitan nie jahat sungguh, memang sentiasa cari jalan tok menyesatkan anak Adam)...And as a result I feel relief.. The most valuable word from him that make me comfort ~ what ever happen after this, just think back what we have face together for all this 7 years ~ hermm, very touching huh?
Yea rite, memories is everthing..althought the moment are gone, but the memories never fade away, same as love..The person we love might leave us, but the love still there deep inside our heart...

Till here today ~ hee take a look at my proposal ring up there..